rush of blood

Ah. I say I don't like band most of the time, but truly i love it.

They make me so happy. they make me laugh...really hard. they do the crazy things that i want to do.
Marching a show gives you so much adrenaline, and it is incredibly intimate. Even though we have fun together, there are moments when you know everyone else is soaring and their hearts are beating so hard, and they can feel their bodies shaking...just like you. and it it an intense feeling.

i guess the real reason i like these people is because i am so comfortable with them, that i can act just like i would if i were alone. i can dance around the room and act silly, and sing "Bohemian Rhapsody" at the top of my lungs, or can sit alone, or be quiet, or talk to all 150 people....and no one cares. everyone knows it is "just Whitney" and they like me just as much.


right now, i am content.
and tired.

Goodnight