i've been frolfing a few times a week lately. i kind of just invite someone different every time, and i have had incredible amounts of fun every time. i think one of the bests parts is driving out there (wherever there is depending on where i go). But, I am getting pretty good at it. I also keep seeing people from school there, and they always invite me to come back with them...but i have yet to go. they are always large groups of boys...and it is a little awkward to be the only girl in a group of very close boys.


Life has been good lately.
There is a perfect balance of being around people and being alone right now. I feel strong. Independent, but not cut off. I am making new friends, and loving the old more than ever. I am learning. and changing and imagining and dreaming and acting.

and i lost my voice because i sing too much.

and i don't know why i look for new friends, when the ones that have always been there are still perfect for me. i can't forget them. i can't let them down.

i love sharing life with other people. people who understand. who experience the same things. who can explain how you feel when you are unable to. who can sing with you. laugh with you. cry with you. dream with you.