I am so overwhelmed by all the people changing the world. i am meeting so many who deeply care about issues of the world...and are DOING SOMETHING. They are doing something I am not.
So, I can volunteer a lot, and join a bunch of clubs, but seriously what am doing?

Honestly, I just don't know where to start. I am making a new goal right now. Everyday, I will have at least one conversation about Darfur. Hopefully with new people everyday, but maybe not. I want to do so much more, I have so many ideas, but I just drop them so easily. No one here ever talks about changing the world, none of my friends here, no one has been encouraging me to live for greater things, so I have been giving up real easily lately. And I hate this, because I don't need anyone else, I can do this on my own, i am just getting lazy, and getting sucked into society.


i think i am going to join a jazz combo. get back into the habit.