a couple days ago, i was not dreading going back to school, but not wanting to go back either.

after some thinking and circumstances, i am excited and anxious to get back to school. i feel this way because i know this year will be different. i know, i know it sounds cliche. but, the thing is i am incredibly different this year. schoolwork is no longer of much importance to me.

i want to meet new people, love new people, learn from people, teach new people, be with new people. And, yes, they are the same people that i have grown up with...but i know maybe 5% of them, so there are plenty more, different people that may understand me....maybe (maybe not).


i found someone who listens to Stars and is going to the concert with me...from school. weird.
i bought a new shirt on monday night, wore it tuesday to band, someone told me they had a dream about me with that shirt on, with this guy at a concert. then she introduced me to this guy, and he likes Stars. i am kind of (really) creeped out. does this actually happen?