I've spent almost the entirety of this weekend working on a paper that has wiped away almost any intellectual pride I had. meh. I'm feeling rather defeated right now.
but...now I have to write 25 stinkin' pages about myself and how I write. After the day I've had, it may turn out a little bit negative. oh dear.
oh. and this stupid fridge next to me sounds like a rocket getting ready to launch. and all the lights keep burning out in my room.
but hey, I got to hang out with 2 pretty rockin dogs (and lovely people) for a couple hours tonight. why do animals make me so happy? so strange.
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I have a really irrational fear. Sometimes I will listen to a lecture, sit through a class, or watch a documentary and truly fear that I won't remember it and will forget how to absorb information. I think that I will forget how to learn or digest new ideas. I am seriously scared of this happening. I think that I love new ideas and learning so much that to lose that ability would truly break my heart. but why this fear?
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I know exactly what you're talking about. Sometimes I get scared that I'll forget what I'm learning so then I'll try to focus or retain it even harder. I don't know why...
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