I just filled out four college applications online...in 1o minutes.

obviously, they really mean a lot to me.

My parents asked me to apply to 5 schools by November 1, even though we have discussed that I am not going to college next year. One school already had all my information and didn't ask for any essays or application fees. I just had to check a box saying that I agree to their rules, and get ridiculously simple recommendation forms filled out. Hah! I love how easy it was.

Anyway. Not going to college immediately. that sounds so good. feels so good. no American dream. It is so awesome to understand how worthless jobs, education, money are. Souls matter, love matters, Jesus' life and death matter.