school starts. in years past that has meant a huge increase of loneliness in my life.

hopefully things are different this year. ha. that is so cliche. well, i am being serious. i actually know who i am this year, unlike other years.

i like learning. i am a loser. i love knowing more and being taught new things.
this year i can handle having zero friends at school. previous years, just one friend or people that looked like friends gave me some confidence. this year, there aren't even people that look like friends. i am less shy as well.



also....i am not living for myself anymore. that changes things a bit. ( i didn't do that last year)