complacent?

I'm trying to press into the Lord and fight during this time of loneliness and depression. I am trying to convince myself that I am resisting complacency, but I don't know if I really am. I am busying myself with the summer class I am taking, and I am in the word, and prayer, and worship daily...but I have no plans for getting involved in a ministry, or starting any new ministries, and no plans for being part of a community. I obviously don't want to plan too much, because I desire for the Lord to use me in his plans, but maybe I am just being complacent.