i can watch a sunset on my own, i can be alone

its frustrating when you see everything wrong with the world and have no idea what to do. its overwhelming me. other people are so good at making other understand. activists know how to make people understand. i don't

corporations run this world. it makes me want to vomit.

i'm sick of how much crap people have. how much my family has. how many THINGS i have.

i think the 4th of july is stupid. it is a week late. whatever. american nationalism is sickening.

im in a bad mood. im angry with the world...with america. im being a jerk.


i'm almost a year older. i have been vegetarian for almost a year. but im still a kid. and kids don't know anything, right?


i wish i could have clear thoughts. complete thoughts. record my ideas. have a clear conversation.
im too confusing, illogical, and unstable. poo.


please...go ride a bike up a hill. then speed down the other side without using the brakes. it will be intense. and thrilling.